Today my Fiance started recording drums, so the next 5 days might be very dull as i will be alone for the most part (minus the days of Bamboozle with Kat & possibly Alex).
I got terrible news about 2 days ago that one of my two best friends i have left.. (as you know, i lost a dear friend "Worm" (Matthew Joyce) months ago to battling Cystic Fibrosis)...well now my best friend Alex Caesar is ill with early-set MS. I hope all of you can join me in praying for his well being, he is a VERY strong soul and i know he wont be going anywhere, but my heart can only go out to everyone who is ill or battling any sort of ailments, whether it be of the heart, soul, or physical body itself.. I know just as well through losing my papa, now losing my mama, and being ill for the past...what...year now?-that it is no life to live and all we can do is keep our spirits up. SO i cant be thankful enough for my friends, my fiance Michael, and how strong everyone in my life is in being able to not only cheer me up, but keep their own smiles as well. It really is a beautiful thing.
I've been staring through this window in this three story apartment watching the sun bounce in the sky from East to West, or is it West to East? I dont know, however, it gives me a little peek of what the flowers, warm waters, and tall trees are soaking up these recent days. Oh it is a great story those creatures tell because i know it by the colours they show.
Easter is soon and i can only sit here and be excited to spend the day with the entire family including Michael, at my Aunts in Corona, because i know me and Mike will really enjoy watching the little cousins (or it feels like my little siblings) hunt for candy coloured Easter Eggs. We really cant wait enough to have a little one of our own, but i know God will bless us when the time is right, just, hopefully soon! Oh the future is too far but so fast. If you know me, you know i live like life is the shortest voyage ever, i really am grateful for every passing second, EVERY passing second, painful, lovely, or anything in between, i hope to remember every moment.
Here i find myself again day dreaming, eyes closed, engulfed in a body of salty sea water. Weightless,..beautiful,..flowing,..Pain-free, anxiety-free, and seeing every pigment of blue lit up by the warm earth in the sky. Please can there be swimming soon? I want to fly in the water.
Hope Sakura season (the cherry blossoms bloom but once a year for about a week and a half right now) is beautiful for you too.
Take care & God bless.
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