A Rainy Summer

...Makes me miss those days spent napping on the beach sand with good friends and my furry friend by my side. but things couldnt be better here as far as life goes. i am now 2 months pregnant with no bad morning sickness, but i am getting as skinny as a twig (its normal during first trimester but wow, i look alright!) and my health has gone up quite a bit as if it was a gift from someone up above;)
little things bring you closer and closer together, my love has grown more and more as his too, has. i really cant complain. the only things i miss are a breath of salty moisture in the air and sand between my toes, with the sound of familiar voices nearby. and again, my old furry baby Sammy at my feet with his everknowingly tail wagging at me.
ive been having such vivid dreams, one of Worm visiting me.
and Warped Tour here was okay, i just couldnt stay too long, gotta keep off my feet as much as possible. saw Alexisonfire and Dear and the Headlights, so i was happy.
Also my brother Alex Caesar came to visit and stayed the night.

at 7 weeks


Summer So Far 2009


another thing i look forward to is Blnik182. i believe we are going to more than a few dates, that should fill memories to last a lifetime. fan 14 long years and counting. so glad for this.

miss you friends, you are all in my thoughts and prayers

Life

is wonderful, and little miracles hang around each and every corner. i am now almost 6 weeks pregnant and its nothing short of a miracle. Mike is looking for bigger and better things in life and we are excited for the future to come! My dreams are dreams and nightmares have ceased. My health is under control, and i thank God for that to keep me on the path for a healthy pregnancy (i just have to be careful). and my friends, you have all been amazing, always there for me, i never feel alone, its become a family of sorts. i guess life right now is nothing but amazing i just only wish i could see mama & papa, sammy, and a few cousins, monique, and Kat.
mmm time to go crib shopping.
Godspeed

Its Morning

far too early. the week has gone by fast, and im all too glad to see the time pass when hes away. last night i stayed up watching the Pope in Nazareth, it is always an emotional feeling watching him. ahh
yesterday was a 9 mo. anniversary, and it seems like we've been together our entire lives, but im glad the time has passed slowly, so that i may grasp every moment with him.

sooo i foun dout blink-182 played a surprise show last night in LA. i am soo incredibly jealous,
tomorrow is KROQ's Weenie Roast and im pretty sure i can get on the list so im looking up flights to get to los angeles
tonight or early morning.. :) Jimmy Eat World is playing, but id be willing to be Blink-182 will play a surprise set....the Weenie Roast always has a surprise guest...they must they must! oh im so shakey just thinking about it. my life is truly great, possibly flying to LA over night last minute to see JEW and BLINK. xoxo.

and it is beautiful today. the sun and i meet, and it is like a dream.
or do i mean, it should be a dream, because i shouldnt be awake right now! eek
time to clean, got a hell of a day ahead of myself. if the whole LA thing doesnt work out,
then ill be hanging out with some friends in town.
:)

c'est la vieee

Life is Good

everything is amazing,but really it will be much better with my fiance comes home...well in a little under 2 weeks. that will take foreverr...

anyways, again, help me make a difference!


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Hey You

If you are from chicago/woodstock ILLINOIS, please leave me a comment. say whats up. you go on here an awful lot so why not leave a few words?letmeknow? dont be afraid..

No,No,No.

I hate being alone while he tours, or without him period. I suppose ill get by, Try to make some new friends in this new town. Start my flower garden in the front yard and vegetable/fruit garden in the backyard. I think that and the internet is the only way i will bide my time. Did i mention 75% sleep? Sigh. Ill get by.
p.s. vivalove is rolling along smoothly!
always,

HOME and happy

life is wonderful, thank you God. i could stay in these arms, this room, this house, forever...and i will..
<3 also, getting a kitten to keep my dog company. yes.