A Rainy Summer

...Makes me miss those days spent napping on the beach sand with good friends and my furry friend by my side. but things couldnt be better here as far as life goes. i am now 2 months pregnant with no bad morning sickness, but i am getting as skinny as a twig (its normal during first trimester but wow, i look alright!) and my health has gone up quite a bit as if it was a gift from someone up above;)
little things bring you closer and closer together, my love has grown more and more as his too, has. i really cant complain. the only things i miss are a breath of salty moisture in the air and sand between my toes, with the sound of familiar voices nearby. and again, my old furry baby Sammy at my feet with his everknowingly tail wagging at me.
ive been having such vivid dreams, one of Worm visiting me.
and Warped Tour here was okay, i just couldnt stay too long, gotta keep off my feet as much as possible. saw Alexisonfire and Dear and the Headlights, so i was happy.
Also my brother Alex Caesar came to visit and stayed the night.

at 7 weeks


Summer So Far 2009


another thing i look forward to is Blnik182. i believe we are going to more than a few dates, that should fill memories to last a lifetime. fan 14 long years and counting. so glad for this.

miss you friends, you are all in my thoughts and prayers

Life

is wonderful, and little miracles hang around each and every corner. i am now almost 6 weeks pregnant and its nothing short of a miracle. Mike is looking for bigger and better things in life and we are excited for the future to come! My dreams are dreams and nightmares have ceased. My health is under control, and i thank God for that to keep me on the path for a healthy pregnancy (i just have to be careful). and my friends, you have all been amazing, always there for me, i never feel alone, its become a family of sorts. i guess life right now is nothing but amazing i just only wish i could see mama & papa, sammy, and a few cousins, monique, and Kat.
mmm time to go crib shopping.
Godspeed

Its Morning

far too early. the week has gone by fast, and im all too glad to see the time pass when hes away. last night i stayed up watching the Pope in Nazareth, it is always an emotional feeling watching him. ahh
yesterday was a 9 mo. anniversary, and it seems like we've been together our entire lives, but im glad the time has passed slowly, so that i may grasp every moment with him.

sooo i foun dout blink-182 played a surprise show last night in LA. i am soo incredibly jealous,
tomorrow is KROQ's Weenie Roast and im pretty sure i can get on the list so im looking up flights to get to los angeles
tonight or early morning.. :) Jimmy Eat World is playing, but id be willing to be Blink-182 will play a surprise set....the Weenie Roast always has a surprise guest...they must they must! oh im so shakey just thinking about it. my life is truly great, possibly flying to LA over night last minute to see JEW and BLINK. xoxo.

and it is beautiful today. the sun and i meet, and it is like a dream.
or do i mean, it should be a dream, because i shouldnt be awake right now! eek
time to clean, got a hell of a day ahead of myself. if the whole LA thing doesnt work out,
then ill be hanging out with some friends in town.
:)

c'est la vieee

Life is Good

everything is amazing,but really it will be much better with my fiance comes home...well in a little under 2 weeks. that will take foreverr...

anyways, again, help me make a difference!


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Hey You

If you are from chicago/woodstock ILLINOIS, please leave me a comment. say whats up. you go on here an awful lot so why not leave a few words?letmeknow? dont be afraid..

No,No,No.

I hate being alone while he tours, or without him period. I suppose ill get by, Try to make some new friends in this new town. Start my flower garden in the front yard and vegetable/fruit garden in the backyard. I think that and the internet is the only way i will bide my time. Did i mention 75% sleep? Sigh. Ill get by.
p.s. vivalove is rolling along smoothly!
always,

HOME and happy

life is wonderful, thank you God. i could stay in these arms, this room, this house, forever...and i will..
<3 also, getting a kitten to keep my dog company. yes.

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on another note, i fly home in like 9 hours...i cant wait to be in my home again, back to putting everything together, and i will be more comfortable to do things involving vivalove.
life should be lovely

Home Soon

HOME soon. yum.

Woodstock Illinois, you down for the cause, eh?

I am so happy about a FEW things

1. my fiance has my back more than my actual back bone itself.
2. i have a really supporting family-in-law/family/FRIENDS (thanks guys
3. To Write Love On Her Arms has agreed to help me in any way i need for my Cause "Viva Love"

Thank you Lord for always making things fall into place, i know where my heart is because you lead me to it
and i promise to never forget the way and try to show others my path.

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i Viva Revolution !

Hey there. So recently i've been trying to re start up the project i had for Viva Love. I need people who have anything to offer, knowledge in city hall, computer graffix, photography, or who just want to lend a hand in making a difference. I just want to change the times with the strongest part of the physical body...our hearts. if you can lend a hand, let me know, we can make a difference!

(Week in Motion)

So-Life

The past few weeks have been filled with joy and blunder, and at most times, i cannot complain.  I am incredibly happy in my engagement sometimes i get so happy it scares me, life like this should be lived by everyone....with someone by your side, loving you. 

Bamboozle Left was great, aquabats & get up kids were just so memorable, a plastered smile across my face! and the past week has been filled with San Diego adventures and today off to Venice beach to take pictures and collect painted sand.  Got a new tattoo (its hard to stop).

 Lifes little pleasures are hard to find, but in the plenty, its hard to account for them all...

Allo Beautiful World...

Hey hey sweet people.  I hope the new spring has been treating all of you well. As far as i can see from the news and just by looking around outside, its wonderful for every other city and state too. I'm so glad!!

Today my Fiance started recording drums, so the next 5 days might be very dull as i will be alone for the most part (minus the days of Bamboozle with Kat & possibly Alex).

I got terrible news about 2 days ago that one of my two best friends i have left.. (as you know, i lost a dear friend "Worm" (Matthew Joyce) months ago to battling Cystic Fibrosis)...well now my best friend Alex Caesar is ill with early-set MS. I hope all of you can join me in praying for his well being, he is a VERY strong soul and i know he wont be going anywhere, but my heart can only go out to everyone who is ill or battling any sort of ailments, whether it be of the heart, soul, or physical body itself.. I know just as well through losing my papa, now losing my mama, and being ill for the past...what...year now?-that it is no life to live and all we can do is keep our spirits up.  SO i cant be thankful enough for my friends, my fiance Michael, and how strong everyone in my life is in being able to not only cheer me up, but keep their own smiles as well. It really is a beautiful thing.

I've been staring through this window in this three story apartment watching the sun bounce in the sky from East to West, or is it West to East? I dont know, however, it gives me a little peek of what the flowers, warm waters, and tall trees are soaking up these recent days. Oh it is a great story those creatures tell because i know it by the colours they show. 

Easter is soon and i can only sit here and be excited to spend the day with the entire family including Michael, at my Aunts in Corona, because i know me and Mike will really enjoy watching the little cousins (or it feels like my little siblings) hunt for candy coloured Easter Eggs. We really cant wait enough to have a little one of our own, but i know God will bless us when the time is right, just, hopefully soon! Oh the future is too far but so fast. If you know me, you know i live like life is the shortest voyage ever, i really am grateful for every passing second, EVERY passing second, painful, lovely, or anything in between, i hope to remember every moment.

Here i find myself again day dreaming, eyes closed, engulfed in a body of salty sea water. Weightless,..beautiful,..flowing,..Pain-free, anxiety-free, and seeing every pigment of blue lit up by the warm earth in the sky. Please can there be swimming soon? I want to fly in the water.

Hope Sakura season (the cherry blossoms bloom but once a year for about a week and a half right now) is beautiful for you too. 

Take care & God bless.

Life:

Okay well, as most of you know, i moved to Buffalo New York to be with my Fiance Michael.

I couldnt be happier, really, despite hardships of health. Right now his band is recording their new record in Anaheim California (im from around here) so it really is nice to see old things still existing. The air is full of life, it is warm, the sun is happy and making me body glow. Does anyone else ever feel just beautiful being outside on a wonderful day, so fresh you just want to spin and spin and spin and... well, i havent seen much of the beach yet, except with a friend, whom enjoyed a meal with me on the beachfront, but i just have this urge to set my body free in my ocean home, and swim till every pore is saturated. 

I just know these next few weeks will be such a great great opportunity to make memories that will last a lifetime. I just hope to get in touch with a photographer, or possibly one i already know, to capture some of these moments. 

on another note, me and Kat will soon be going to bamboozle. Its a great thing that the Get Up Kids will be playing a reunion, and yes we will be enjoying our guilty pleasure,...The Aquabats. I will have a chance to to shop for all those summery floral dresses i enjoy so much, and pick out some great buys for the house that me and my fiance just purchased last month (ohhh it is beautiful, i will update with pictures once i am back home!)

For now, au revoir .

HELLO.

I've decided to list what i'd be writing in hre, it would help me greatly to organize my thoughts, as there are many.

Life Experiences; Current, Recent, Near Past

Poetry

Pictures; Myself, and many wonderful things

Thoughts

Health Updates

Artwork

I hope in turn to build a community of lookers, and capture the hearts and respect of many, as to better my chance of making it as a published author some day. Once people got to know through word of mouth and not JUST print. SO here i am. Stay true, have an open mind, and an open heart, because anything otherwise will get you no where. I have no enemies, even if you think you may be one, i open myself to you, and welcome you here always, you, everyone, always. I believe i was put on this earth to help,  and i believe we all were, just some people were born knowing what specifically to do. How will i ? Hopefully with the only talent i have, words, will help the world open its hearts, because it will bring us great redemption.